six billion secrets

Min blogg kommer inte att bestå av annat än sånna här trevliga inlägg. :P
Detta är då från ännu en sida 'SixBillionSecrets.com', där man kan dela med sig av vad man känner för, så det är blir väldigt mycket blandade känslor...

"Last night I had a dream about you.
I dreamt that we had gotten engaged after dating for 5 weeks, and married a year later.
When I woke up, you sent me a text saying "I've been thinking..."
This afternoon, you asked me out.
I've never been so happy in my life. :)"
Ödet..? I vilket fall väldigt gulligt. :)

"I just got back from my boyfriend's house.
Mom yelled at me for being late, but what she didn't know is that he locked me in a closet for two hours after he beat me to show me how he controlled everything.
I've given up."
En av kommentarerna som jag tycker var underbart, fantastiskt bäst:
"He has not won, and he does not have control. If he had control over you, he would not need to scare you so much to "prove" it. You maintain control even during his beatings. You are waiting until you have stored enoguh strength and have found the opportunity to escape, be it by going away to school, going to a relatives house, going to the police with the physical evidence of his weak attempts to control who you are, or whatever it is you need to do. You have strength inside that he is trying to kill, and he is trying to kill it because he cannot touch it.
You have found this site and reached out through here, you can continue seeking and reaching until you are free again."

"Jess, every day I look at your Facebook page to see if you have a boyfriend.
You never do.
I've been building up the courage to change that." :)

"My friends one day were laughing at a girl they saw in the halls with cuts all up her arms.
They got really upset when I told them to stop being rude & standing up for this girl.
I can't imagine what they'd say if they saw my scars."
Denna stackars människa borde byta vänner! :(

"Some people think I'm crazy because I talk to myself all the time.
The truth is I have no one else to talk to." :(:(

"You came out 2 years ago and I told you we couldn't be friends.
I called you a fagot and told everyone I knew that I hated you. I tried to ruin your life.
I was just trying to hide that I love you and have loved you since the day we met."

"I'm a 20 year old virgin who has always been picked on for being abstinent.
I'm so tired of people being so selfish and stereotypical.
Can I not do what I want without someone judging me? It hurts everyday."
Jag skulle tro (med min überlånga psykoterapeututbildning :P) att de som retar henne/honom ångrar att inte de behöll sin oskuld och är avundsjuka, men det är bara en tanke. :)
Ännu en bra (men oh så lång) kommentar: "I'm a 21 year old virgin and it's not always easy I'll give you that, but it gets so much easier when you become proud of it. It's something special and unique and not in that bullshit everyone is unique way. You have a certain stregnth and will power that few people have. You are ridiculed by people who are jealous and envious. When I made the decision to be abstinent it was because of a story that I heard. If you put tape on a persons arm and pull it of and put it on someone elses arm and anothers arm and anothers the tape loses its adhesive but if you put it on one persons arm it will always stay there and it will be there and never fall off. For me that meant that after so many times with a different person sex will just be something that wont matter. Hang in there and stay strong. :) You're not alone and someday you'll find the right person (I found mine when I least expected and had given up) I knew, when he was the first person who respected my decision to wait and when we get married well have that special thing that many couples werent allowed to have."